<body> Loves 14 fairytale.
...PROFILE

Michee is my name.
14th of May is my BIG day.
16 this year.
Just a normal girl living in a normal world..

...WISHES

HIM ♥
Sony Cybershot TX5
iPhone 4

...LINKS

ice angel
xiaxue
kwang
bien
seiying
nong
cheaying
jia-sii-mann~
天使 angEl
Le Ster Chan
jane
Ke Biin


...ARCHIVES

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    ...CREDITS

    layout design, coding, photo-editing,

    Tuesday, October 19, 2010


    If I could thank God for anything, I will thank Him for giving me the most awesome friends in the world. I had lots of laughter today. In school and in tennis (which I just came back from...) I never realize how precious my friends are to me and how much they care. But I guess I do know now. And I found out that, you do not have to be with the same person, expecting him to supply you with happiness all your life. Sometimes you can find laughter from the least expected person. In the middle of a class today, I looked around. Everyone seems so happy with what they have now. I looked around with a smile and I learnt this lesson...

    Okay... that was some random thoughts for the day. And my scar is healing!!! Thanks to someone's aloe vera~! ^^V



    - I miss you ;

    Sunday, October 17, 2010


    I knocked myself on the door. Stupid much? I thought it was just a normal knock at first. But when I put my hand up to see what damage was done, I saw my hand cover with BLOOD. I ran to the bathroom and guess what I saw - Blood running down my face and still gushing out of my nostril. I cried, I do not know why. And I saw my hands trembling too. I guess that is because I had never seen so much blood since the last time. Which were 3 years ago. So now I had a scar on my nose and a straight bump (and yes, I do mean straight. It is like a line LOL) on my forehead. == Got an aloe vera cream which I'm gonna try and use it. Hope it works!

    .你的不快乐 在心里弥漫着

    我们怎么了

    你在逃避着 我在心疼着

    是什么在伤害着 让美好都遗忘了

    你是背对的 我是沉默的

    我只好假装 我已不爱了

    催眠我自己我们不适合

    我放开了 我已不爱了

    说一个慌在离别时候

    就当作最后是我不爱了

    关上门以后 就算爱你又如何

    你快不快乐 过得是否好呢

    我这样想着

    你在爱谁呢 谁在想你呢

    是什么在反复着 让回忆都翻起了

    你是遥远的 我是孤独的


    是什么在伤害着 让美好都遗忘了

    你是背对的 我是沉默的


    - I miss you ;

    Sunday, October 10, 2010


    Once upon a time, there were a little chick and a small bird of which had just hatched from their eggs. The little chick was living in a beautiful farm with other animals and the farmer’s family which love him a lot. Even though he might look cheerful and happy on the outside and doesn’t seem like to be afraid of anything, but in reality he is not like what everyone else is expecting him to be. He looked around the farm and that’s when loneliness clouded over him. As he saw that all the animals are different from him.

    One day, the small bird arrived in the farm with his family. As he was new and closest to the little chick in age, the little chick had the opportunity to show him around the farm. The little chick was very happy indeed because he founded someone who was like him. At least that was what he thought. Day by day, they began to grow. At first, the little chick hasn’t realized their differences and continued to have fun each day with the small bird and look forward to the next. But reality can’t be changed. Time passes and it’s the time for the little bird to learn to fly. The little chick watched as the small bird slowly and carefully spread out its beautiful wings which he has kept for all the time and began to fly. Higher and higher he flew, until he was nowhere in sight. The little chick looked up at the sky and he started to feel afraid. He was afraid that the bird would never come back. But after quite a few moment, the little bird flew back to the little chick side. The little bird’s face was glowing with happiness and started telling the little chick of the things he saw from up above and the friends he had made up there. The little bird promised to bring along the little chick the next day to meet those friends. The little chick tried his best to smile and feel happy for the small bird and not to spoil his mood instead. But worry never ceases to bother him.

    When the little chick went home that night, he tried to do what he saw the small bird doing that morning. He too, spread out his wings slowly and tried to fly. He rose up above the ground a few feet and down he went again. The little chick was not satisfied and once more he tried with all his might, spread out his wings and pushed him own self upwards. But no matter how hard he tried, he always ended up felling to the ground. He felt really upset and went to bed that night wondering why the small bird can do it and he can’t.

    The next morning, the small bird waited and looked around for the little chick at their usual meeting spot but he was nowhere to be seen. A friend of the small bird called him from up above. The small bird hesitated for a moment but still followed to fly up into the sky with his friends. The little chick saw all of these from behind a tree. Tears rolled down from his eyes all of a sudden as he feels loneliness slowly creeping to him once more. The little turned and took off looking for the farmer. The farmer saw the sadness in the little chick’s eyes the moment he went through the door. The little chick asked the farmer, why can’t he fly like his friend, the small bird? The farmer looked at the little chick with his gentle eyes, strokes his fur slowly with his fingertip and hugged him closely into his embrace. My dear little chick, he said, he is a bird while you are just a chick. Birds can fly while chicks can’t. That’s a fact that everyone including you has to accept. Tears rolled down his cheeks again as he realized he is different from the bird. But the worst thing is, he realized that he is going to be on his own, again.

    The little chick went back to his room and shut all the doors tightly. He hated himself for not being able to fly like the small bird; hated himself for being different form the small bird; hated himself for being just a little chick. When the small bird returned that evening, the brought along the little chick’s favourite toy and went to see him. But the little chick refused to open his doors and let him in. And from then on, the little chick shut himself away. Away from the small bird’s world. The small bird couldn’t understand the little chick’s sudden weird behavior but he tried each and every day to reach the little chick. Until one day, the little chick’s door was finally opened. The little chick has finally understood that he and the small bird are destined to be different. And the small bird can fly while he can’t is an ugly fact which he has to accept. Once again he opened his doors to the small bird, but he has changed. He is not his usual self with the glow and happiness always on his face. Even just a smile on his face is sacred.

    - I miss you ;

    Tuesday, October 5, 2010


    The title is by Lester Chan Jau Hern as I can't think of anything else. Realise my last post was around 10 days ago... == nothing much happened recently anyway, so nothing to blog. Exmas coming soon? No mood to study lehh...=X

    Kevin Hiew!!!! Duii bu qii laa~! I sent him an aeroplane that Sunday and the next day, he keep calling me aeroplane. stvsjbttvm.

    I just found out that someone reads this. =O Ni gan zai kan?! Dig your eyes out aa... xP kidding de laa...^^


    9 months.?
    你一直说的那个公园已经拆了
    还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来
    漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
    你那傻气 我真是想念
    那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
    谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
    你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
    时间走了 谁还在等呢
    这杯咖啡忘了加糖 真不是我那麽伤感
    世界太复杂 你说单纯很难
    我当然都明白
    可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
    只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
    我们没有一起至少还像情侣一样
    我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨
    我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
    你说你现在很好而喜欢回忆很长
    我们没有一起至少还像家人一样
    总是远远关心远远分享
    那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家
    两支手握着晃呀晃呀舍不得放
    你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
    跟你走吧 管它去哪呀
    我们没有一起至少还像朋友一样
    你远远的关心 其实更长



    You made me breathless when you are near.





    - I miss you ;