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Michee is my name.
14th of May is my BIG day.
16 this year.
Just a normal girl living in a normal world..

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    Sunday, August 29, 2010


    ABIGAIL UNG-SAN WALL IS BACK IN BRUNEI!!!!!!!!Gosh!!! Miss her sooooo much! Hey, sorry that we can’t hang out today. =( So I guess we will see each other in two years time? You take care ya, and I will surely miss you much!~

    I guess I proved Kevin right about updating post once in a week. Well, I am lazy to do it and I find updating EVERY SINGLE day just left me with short posts like Lester Chan. That’s why I update once in a week. At least till then I will have much more to write about. But I will try my best to update as many times as possible from now on. *pinky promise* (I said I will try right?)

    So, what has happened this week? Hmm… nothing much really. Oh by the way, it’s one month-sary of me and *coughs*. (Learnt the word ‘month-sary’ from SOMEONE. Sounds weird but I like it. ^^) And I have all my papers back. Well, all except Physics which I do not expect much from it since I do not know how to do most of the questions. Honestly, was quite disappointed in the results. Found out that the higher expectation one has, the greater the disappointment he has later on. I was expecting quite OK marks in quite a few of the papers. But the marks let’s just say is not what I had expected. Quite a few people in our class were disappointed in their results too. But now, no use to mourn over the results. Viin was consoling me and I guess himself too to do better in the finals. Dear, I finally understand what you meant by the Science class peeps are C-R-A-Z-Y. It’s like really unfair sometimes. I know I am stupid and am slow to get whatever the teacher is saying into that small brain of mine. But no matter how hard I worked, I will never be as good as some of the people who get really good results and don’t really work at all. My PoA is so DEAD. But this one is better since I was expecting this kind of result the minute I received the paper. Only can say “I’m sorry!” to him and Van. Thanks for the help. Really appreciate it. I showed him my paper and he just said “Bu yaojin le laa. Jia you for next time lohh.” >

    And someone got 13/20 for English. *coughs* Not bad laa… at least you tried and didn’t fail. But strive for better next time kays?

    We had a continuous 3 days of holidays. What have I done? Chemistry homeworl. Just that and it had already make me crazy. Cher, please laa~ Spare us some time of our own too!!!

    This is what happened today in my iife.

    Teacher: (Trying to demonstrate that some punishments is no longer effective as we grow up)

    When you were young, your mum will say “Hey, I am going out for awhile ya. Be guai guai and I will buy you sweets!” Right?

    Student: Yeah.

    Teacher: Well, does your mum still do this now?

    Student: Of course no.

    Teacher: And why is this? (thinking maybe he got it)

    Student: Cos I don’t like to eat sweets anymore?

    Teacher: …

    Student: Teacher, some people say when 2 people get married and were together for a really long time, they gradually looks like each other. Is this right?

    Teacher: Of course! Not only in appearance have they looked alike but also in behavior, speech and thinking.

    Student: But my parent does not look alike. So I guess they do not have the same behavior, speech and thinking too cos they disagree with each other.

    Teacher: …



    - I miss you ;

    Tuesday, August 24, 2010




    Goh Kwang Hoe: YOU ARE SO D.E.A.D...
    Hahaha...pain nii de laa~ Good luck luu..you and your 'baby'... eee~

    Went back to Lawas on 21st August straight after our tests finished for my grandpa’s birthday. Arrived at around 4 something? I’ve forgotten. When we arrived, my cousins from Miri had long arrived before us. I terus helped my grandma with the preparation. Had fun ordering my grandma’s restaurant’s workers around. xD I helped with the packing of the gifts for the guests with my cousins and aunties. After we finished, I went up to take a shower and prepare for the dinner later on.

    While I was waiting for my turn of using the bathroom, I watched ‘Future Cops’ with my other younger cousin. I have to admit, that was the first time I watched it. When it’s my turn to take the shower, I found out that I was the last. Surprise surprise… And so, I was left alone in the flat while the others are having dinner downstairs. == I took a really quick shower (the fastest I had ever had), blow dry my hair, don’t even bother to set them and rush down as fast as I can.

    When I went down, the others are already having their meal. Some even had finished. I lost my appetite all of a sudden and just took a little sum of food. I ate while listening to my mum talked in FooChow with some aunty I was supposed to know. I quickly finished my dinner and sat around a table talking with cousins. Suddenly one of my uncles came over to me and said “Hey Transformer teeth! Cool ohh!!! Metal de lagi ahh?” ==””” I was so kektio while my cousin just laughed and keep teasing me after that.

    Time for grandpa to cut his cake! I took some photos as requested since they said the Bakerlyn’s cake looks nice. And while I was busy taking pictures of the cake, I found out that the Bakerlyn’s person has an ugly Chinese hand-writing. It looks like something a Primary 1 kid would write. While I was standing aside letting others to take pictures of the ‘marvelous’ cake, grandpa suddenly went ‘Haii-chya!!!’ to me with the cake-cutting-knife. Me and my cousins terus laughed and were wondering how old actually was he.

    After everything, we went back up to my grandparent’s flat and continued our ‘Future Cops’. Was watching until half then grandma said she wants to watched the finals of some old people singing contest. And while they were introducing the past champions, my mum suddenly told me one of the past champions was actually related to me. I was struck by the devastating news!!! Whatever~ Just feel weird having someone related to me actually singing in those old people singing contest and was actually quite good at it. So we pei my grandma watched the contest until it ends and I switched the channel and watched ‘The Amazing Race’. Felt quite tired after awhile and I surrender to my bed at around 12 am. (And this is actually really late for Lawas-ian) I slept with my two aunties, one cousin sister, my own sister and my mum in a room.

    The next morning, I had a really GREAT time laughing once I woke up. My mum and my aunties was complaining about the cock crow the entire night and causing them not to have any sleep at all. It was actually the KFC’s alarm clock. I was laughing like a stupid maniac when I heard them complaining one after another. Why? Because I was sleeping soundly and didn’t heard anything at all. *I hugged a bolster to sleep since I don’t have my Winnie~=( * And when the guys woke up, (they slept a floor down us) they have other complains. They were complaining how my dad and my uncle snore until they can’t sleep too. I laughed more at hearing this. Nothing much interesting happened the next day as we all packed and get ready to come back to Brunei. I ate some ‘durians’ and arrived Brunei at around 5 in the evening.

    The cake and the childish hand-writing. By Bakerlyn Brunei.

    My grandpa! *Only 1 candle…*

    The blogger is taking AGES to upload the photos. Will upload more next time....
    But now, let me end with this...~
    Carlsberg!!! <3

    - I miss you ;

    Saturday, August 14, 2010


    Before anything, would like to wish my dearest Zhong a HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!! *sobs* Can't believe he actually 'zhang da' le... Still remember the day I know him. And that was like...who knows how long ago....

    We had our Test 2 today!!! I was having a 'nervous breakdown' yesterday night and luckily everything still went okay today. Thanks to my lovely friends for always being there!!! Something is seriously wrong with me....(I think...) I always have a nervous breakdown or sleepless night before something quite important. For example, before my Biology Mid-Year, I didn't sleep the entire night. And that was actually the first time I was 'so hardworking' - studying in the middle of the night. And I ended up with a really serious headache and first time really 'spinning'. I feared the history will repeat itself yesterday night so no matter how hard it is, I forced myself to sleep. Although I still didn't get any sleep but at least I feel fine today. I actually felt HIGH today~ hmm... talking about dizziness...

    We had basketball for P.E today since some went for Geo test. Was having really FANTASTIC time under the sun and make myself looking like an idiot. Viin imitated me shooting the ball and I actually looked like singing the song 'Airplane'...hmm~
    Then the teacher gave us a challenge. Boy vs Girls. See who can shoot up to ten balls first. We each had our turn. I had one in when one of the guys went like "Michelle sure can't in de." Then, viola!!! Hahaha!!! Whoever said that, IN YOUR FACE!!!
    People always say, guys look the best when they are playing basketball.
    But when I saw someone shoot today, OMT~ Make me want go jump sea die laa...~ I found out that those guys who didn't 'shua shuai' when shooting actually can make the ball went into the net.
    Hmmm...

    Went to canteen with Ster, Vin and Kuoh Lien after that and that two SJB de keep making me laugh. They keep saying so the very stupid stuffs and keep making me go 'HAHAHA'... And when we went to the co-operative store T. Anne there kisiao with us too...=S

    Anyway, end with this song which I love so damn much. Who cares if it is OLD...

    离开不会太悲伤 
    有些心情该释放
    直到眼泪它自己落下 
    才发现骗不了自己其实很爱你

    现在学著去遗忘 
    躲开有你的地方
    回忆被谁放在书架上 
    把他从最高的地方落下

    感动越是深刻 寂寞就越伤人喔
    每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕
    像白纸的天真 彷佛被你伤的好深
    相爱不需要理由 
    离开也没有理由挽留

    - I miss you ;

    Tuesday, August 10, 2010


    "Living without you is like breathing without air..."
    Something I learnt from Glee today. Did I mentioned I am 'glee-ing'? I know I should be studying but Glee seems to attract me more...=/

    My world is falling apart these days. Think am gonna go on stroke or have a heart-attack if this kind of hectic schedule goes on. Recently it's much more better but the Test 2 seems like is making its way now. Wasn't really in the mood to study when I know I should. My Bio? D-I-E.

    Can't believe how a person can change soooo much in a short period of time. *sighs* About our dance on the 88th anniversary, everything was great although we had a few mistakes. Well, I was a teeny-tiny little upset that day. I was still in cloud-nine until I saw him. He was wearing formal and looked damn GORGEOUS. But I didn't had the guts to take a photo with him. And I am still regretting right now this very second. 以为我们是朋友?朋友要拍一张照片也要这么辛苦吗? Guess I am still living in the past. I will move on starting from today.

    Living without you is like breathing without air. But I guess it's ok since I am flying without wings...

    - I miss you ;

    Friday, August 6, 2010


    Loooooong time didn't bother to blog again.My life is just boring with nothing special to update so yeaa~
    Anyways,just some of my recent thoughts!!
    你让我的诚实变成了负担,也许我就是不会说谎的吧!
    And the award for the best liar goes to you for making believe all the fake promises you've made and the lies you said.
    是我想太多,你总这样说。我想夜应该是吧!荒唐拒绝的理由,我居然相信每也句。不许在自责,是我的错。是我把我们推到这个边缘。如果当时没有坦白,我们现在会好一点吗?我想应该不会又太大的分别吧!还记得你曾经说过"不是你的,不管你再怎么努力,都不可能得到。"我想,也许是吧!别在自责了。这只会让我感到愧疚。

    This is a song a stupid small brain introduce to me quite a long time ago...xD

    underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
    underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
    it always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
    it always killed my pride inside.
    it always wastes my time
    again, again..

    again i bleed, again i shake.
    again i fall, again i break.
    wasted, hated.
    again, again..

    underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
    underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
    'cause all of mine just fades. (all of mine just fades)
    no, i don't feel what i felt before.
    i'm back inside this cage.
    again, again..

    again i bleed, again i shake.
    again i fall, again i break.
    wasted, hated.
    again, again..

    again i burn, take it all.
    inside my head, i hate the world,
    because i don't know (don't know)
    i let go
    again, again..

    underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
    underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
    'cause all of mine just fades.
    again, again..

    again i bleed, again i shake.
    again i fall, again i break.
    wasted, hated.
    again, again..

    again i burn, and take it all.
    but inside my head, i hate the world,
    because i don't know (don't know)
    i let go.
    again, again..

    again.
    again.
    again.
    again

    Last dance performance on Sunday..8th of August. *Cross fingers*

    miss you? maybe...

    - I miss you ;

    Sunday, August 1, 2010


    I am gonna blog just once a week from now on. Who to blame? My life is just b-o-r-i-n-g~ Neways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KEVIN!!!!!!! Had great time at Lai's house yesterday. Bouncer is definitely not my thing but I don't know how I ended up sliding down with Yapp and crash into LoneJie. Oh yeah!!! Lone Jie is leaving tomorrow!!! Gonna miss him sooo muchh!!! Back to yesterday night. I had a few bruises, thanks to whoever pull me down~*tsk tsk*

    After a few hours and few rounds of sliding down and hurting myself, I went and dried up myself. After that went out and sit at the road there watching stars with Ster, Kev and Yapp. (Although it's a star-less night...) We talk about 'serious stuffs' and since all of us are single, we have lots of common topics to talk about. ^^ Kevin kena me scold because he copy someone using 'part-time'. It really hurts when one know he is only 'part-time' kays Kev?

    明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
    我只剩失恋的权利 
    难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸 
    不存在的存在心底  
    虽然很努力 练习着忘记 
    我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你 
    真的对不起 
    答应了你不再爱你 我却还没答应我自己  
    却又如何真的不爱你

    - I miss you ;