Well, that was quite a long post. Guess I am just long-winded!!! Watching Glee now. It gave me a new thought that I should be after what I really want and desire. My parents and some relatives and friends had been concern about my future recently. Keep asking me what course I want to go for after I finished my Form 5. I know they care about me but I get a little fed-up having to answer the same questions again and again. I am not really sure about my future and what I want to pursue in my life. I guess that’s my life- hopeless and without directions. They said “Interest can’t earn you a living” and I guess that’s true. To be honest, I don’t really know what I am interested in. My dad is always being the supportive one. He said I can be anything as long as I enjoy doing it and make sure I can do it for a lifetime. And mummy? Well, she keep going telling me the best job in the world for a woman is being a pharmacist, a teacher or an accountant. And three of these jobs are the last thing I want to do. Pharmacist. I had a cousin who is going through pharmacy courses now and I think what he do is just b-o-r-i-n-g. I dreamt of being a doctor when I was young but I guess that is just to fill in the ‘Occupation’ column. I and not interested in Science stuffs and definitely is NOT going to do anything with Science for a living. Teacher? Try asking our teachers and see if they regretted being a teacher after teaching our class. Imagine facing a bunch of hooligans or hyper-active monkeys every SINGLE day of your life. Nah, that is not I want too. Accountant. Definitely not. Commerce was still OK but POA is just killing my brain cells. I guess I am going to have those silvery-white hairs coming out soon.

Cut off all those jobs and I am left with- nothing. That’s my life. Nothing. Maybe I should really get serious and think about me future…

Anyway, talking about future, here’s a song that comes into my little mind. It’s “Billionaire” from Travie McCoy and Bruno Mars. The lyrics were quite cute like how he says he wants to be a billionaire and give away a few Mercedes and how you can call him Travie McClaus minus the Ho Ho. ^^ Who in the world doesn’t wants to be a billionaire? This Travie McCoy and Bruno Mars have a wish list of what they would do (I think they are almost now since this song and PLUS, Bruno Mars is the one of the singer of a once-top-one billboard song – “Airplane”). It makes me think, what will I do IF I am a billionaire? Anyway, here’s the lyrics. Enjoy!

Billionaire- Travie McCoy & Bruno Mars

I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights yeah

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Yeah I would have a show like Oprah

I would be the host of, everyday Christmas

Give Travie a wish list

I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt

And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had shit

Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this

And last but not least grant somebody their last wish

Its been a couple months since I’ve single so

You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho

Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit

And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did

Yeah can’t forget about me stupid

Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

I’ll be playing basketball with the President

Dunking on his delegates

Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette

Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it

But keep the fives, twentys completely separate

And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket

We in recession but let me take a crack at it

I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up

So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks

And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was

Eating good sleeping soundly

I know we all have a similar dream

Go in your pocket pull out your wallet

And put it in the air and sing

I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad!

Sorry for the two VERY short posts earlier on. I wasn’t really in the mood to blog and plus nothing really interesting happened in my life worth to blog about. Furthermore, the internet connection is SOO the very ‘cacat’ thanks to the rain we are getting quite frequently these days. 1 promise I made to myself: from today onwards, I will try to blog in proper English as good as I can. No more ‘Singlish’ and ‘non-understandable’ words. But of course I will still have lots of grammar mistakes since that’s my weakness since I-do-not-know-when.

Went to the ‘pasar malam’ with the Chemistry tuition guys and Chai yesterday night. I had a cup of COLD coconut drink and a ‘Roti John Baby’!!! I was watching the lady doing my ‘Roti John’ and I thought she just put ketchup and mayonnaise. But when I ate it, BRAVO! There is egg inside too!!! I was like a stupid fool saying to Ling Yong and Chai them “EHH!! Got egg lehh!!” == Saw Shien Chung there too and he promised to ‘belanja’ me (treat me). ^^

These few days, I learnt the importance of friendship and how lucky I was to have a few really close friends who would actually care about me. To start off with, I was having fever the day before yesterday (19^th of July) then Kwang was really caring and all. She had pills in her bag and offered me some when she knows that I was having a fever.

But what touched me the most is what Jane and Kwang did to me. To be honest Jane, I nearly cried out that time. What did they do to make me soo touched? Well, it’s my 16^th birthday this year and I was quite miserable about it because we were having a test on that day and I can’t celebrate my birthday. Jane and Kwang tried to make me feel better by doing something out of my expectations. Jane looked around the entire Brunei stores (that’s what I heard) for a Winnie the Pooh book since she knew I LOVE Winnie the Pooh. Well, that’s not all! She then went around asking my friends, (even some which she does not know) to write their greetings in the notebook! That time was the ‘exam period’ and everyone was busy with their study and stuffs but she still managed to get quite a few of greetings in the book for me. PLUS, she and Kwang was planning and doing all this without letting me know although I was always with them. Well, almost. Actually they planned to give it to me a day after my birthday (my birthday was on a Friday) but they did not managed to get all the greetings till then. Jane gave the book to me 2 months after my actual birthday but I am still very touched and happy for what they did. It’s the thought that counts after all. When Jane called over to her seat, I was did not expect anything but when she goes like “Should we give her now?” to Kwang, curiosity aroused and I went like ”What?” Then Jane handed me the notebook. I was already quite happy since it is Winnie the Pooh and wasn’t expecting anything more. But Jane was like “Open the book!” and when I opened it, TA-DAA!!! It’s filled with greetings from my friends!!! Got a few was like soo… unexpected.

Well, here’s a list of people who wrote in the notebook and what I want to say to them:

[TSS] Thanks for your greetings although I still don’t really know you. But still thanks!

[Jane] I just can’t thank you enough. Thanks for everything and thanks for letting me know that someone does care. ^^

[My darling] Long time no talk with you ler. How are you? I am running out of ‘electricity’! When are you going to give me a charge? Thanks for the greetings anyway and you got a nice handwriting!

[Edmund] HAHA! Guess I win you? Remember our bet last year? Thanks anyway!

[Small brain] You!! What kind of ‘close friend’ are you? Doing all these without letting me know? I guess you’ve really changed. I wasn’t expecting to see your name in the book and was taken by surprise you would actually do something like this. But thanks anyway. (p.s. I thought I did that signature for you? Of course it’s the best! It’s my creation!!! Jks >< )

[Ying Ying, Zhong, Yang] Thanks for your greetings!!! You guys are fantabulous!!!

[Chok] I got soo bad mehh? Keep bullying you? Anyway, thanks!

[Reych] Thanks for always being there for the past how many years I know you. I am the one who always seems to have problems and thanks for always being the one to give advices.

[Elf] I still don’t know who you are. But you seem like the most ‘creative’ one- using two pages and leave a name which I do not know. Anyway, still want to thank you and would you mind telling me who you are? I had my time guessing.

Last but not least,

[Kayhej] Happy with your love life? xD Aww~ I know how much you love me. I love you too!!! Although sometimes ‘other stuffs’ *coughs**coughs* may come in our way, but thank you for being the one in the end. And thanks for always being there. I will be there for you too when you need me too!!!

I really appreciate what you all did. And don’t worry! The book will be kept safely and guess I will never forget you guys!

09 July 2010

Today is our BIG day!!! After all the practices, today is the day we shine!!! Ok… to begin from the beginning~

08 July 2010

We went to Nong’s house for overnight. Most of the dancing people went except forSean Sebastian Wong, Siew Ling and Yee Vern. I went to school at around 2.40 and went to see Jazz and Chea Ying’s singing contest. Maybe they are too nervous or the air-con on the stage is too cold. Their voices all went out of tune and was really terrible. But at least they had the courage to go up the stage and sing and they made it to the finals so it’s already pretty good. (Y) At the end Jane shouted “Jasmond 的屁股很翘!!!” while I shouted “Jasmond 最帅!!!” It was really embarrassing but who cares? We enjoyed ourselves by doing that… ><" and guess what? My name is not on either of the “马甲”s and we had lots of weird weird name ones. But anyway, Hui Jing said I just simply take the last one since I can fit on any of them. == At around 5++ like that me and Kwang went to Jane’s house since Nong and the others had another dancing practice. I had a bath at Jane’s house and dinner there too. (We had mangos too!!!!) At around 7.30+ like that we jiu go to Sunlit for our practice (again). We had really intensive training as Hui Jing and Shu Ting they all are really worry about the contest on the next day. We had training till 12+ like that baruu all go to Nong’s house for overnight. It was soo damn funny in the car. Luckily I was smart and sit at the most back of the car with Kwang, Su Wen and Wen Sin. In the most front with the driver are Lowell and Beatrice I think. Then in the middle, HAHAHA!!!! 9 people squeeze together like what… I get to watch the stars from my seat and it reminds me of him. Don’t know why but yeah~ But anyway, we arrived at Nong’s house and they rub egg on my back to get rid of the ‘ohh-cehh’. So damn painful de but amazingly it works…

After that Hui Chuen they all want to cook mee so I go pei them cook also. Hui Chuen cook mee is just a little better than Kwang. Kwang didn’t put water while Hui Chuen got put but only a little and all the mee has not enough sos…><" I accidentally burnt my hand and Pau Liang was SOO ti tie!! He was like "干吗这么不小心？小心一点哦~ ” He anang sweet to everyone de but after he said that my finger still hurts…xD And after that we eat AGAIN. Who cares if I get fat…

At 2 something like that Su Ting keep calling us to sleep ler. I sleep beside my darling Kwang and we talk bout lots of stuffs. I was really tired and when Nong called Kwang to go massage her back I fell asleep…zZz… sorry Kwang!!!

09 July 2010

PERFORMANCE DAY!!! We woke up late so just simply get into COLD shower and jiu change and ready for make-up ler. I broke my own record of the shortest time taken to shower…-.- After that jiu make-up lohh~ Then a few of us went to school first in Nong’s father’s car. VIP man!!! *skip skip!!!* So yeah, we had our performance and I think it was really good. Although a few people did a few mistakes but it was still pretty good I think. And time arrives for the prize presentation. *drum roll * We was really excited when time comes for the Secondary category. Consolation prize- no us. Special performance prize- still no us!!! Su Ting was really excited already and she shouted “We are in top 3!!!” We are really excited and nervous now. We hug each other in a circle and just stare at our feet while waiting for the announcer. “3^rd prize goes to…” not us!!! We are more excited now. It’s either 1^st or 2^nd. “And 2^nd prize goes to…” Year 9 Express!!! We lag for a moment then we started shouting and screaming and crying like crazy. WE WON!!!!! WE ARE NUMBER 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “And first prize goes to 五彩飞扬!!!!!!!” We did it!!!! All those intensive practices pay off and all those pain bu suan shen me. All of us started crying but don’t worry!!~ It’s tears of happiness!!!!!!!!!! We took our prizes and had a loud cheering from the audiences. So that marks the end of the dancing contest with a perfect full-stop.

Thanks to Chea Ying, Sei Ying, Cheeng, Erica, Ah Cai, Soon Ai, Vinana, Kev, Ster for coming. (Sorry if I missed out your name!) Special thanks to Jing Xin for taking time to come and watch. And thanks to both Kuas. Love you two to the max!!! And to small-brain, thanks for always being there whenever I need someone. Although I know you might not come for me but still thank you for being there. 3 times including today you were there whenever I am nervous and just looking at you makes me forget all scariness of facing a big challenge up ahead. Really thank you. *bows*And to whoever was there to support us, a very BIG thank you to you all for choosing to believe in us and our ability to make it. To the other contestants, great job done!!! I really enjoyed this contest and believe me, everyone was REALLY good. It does not matter whether who won the prize as long as we had fun in the whole thing. And I had a real fun taking part in this contest. To all our dancers, Su Ting, Yin Ying and Jia Xin, thank you for the wonderful memories. Although we had tears and laughters, blood and sweat in the whole practice, but I guess hard work does pay off. To Kwang, Jane, and Hui Chuen, thanks for taking part. I know it’s really hard in the beginning but thank you for keeping till the end. Nong, thanks for persuading and making me take part in this contest. I 100% didn’t have any regrets in taking part. To Liang popo and my dear Siew Ling, thank you for the wonderful and funny memories we had. To the 4 girls, you guys was really cute and bring a smile to everyone’s face. To Lowell, thanks for enduring your leg pain and stay till the end. Pau Liang, thank you for being so funny and ‘ti tie’. To Sean, thanks for you stupidness which makes me laugh every time you did something stupid and funny. To Edmund, I had too many memories with you le…xD Last but not least, a very BIG thank you to Su ting for making all these possible. ^^